Sick cycle

It was perfect
I wished the time stood still
When you kissed me
and I kissed you back with everything my heart could feel
It was overwhelming
I thought I would burst into tears
But there you leave again
And I woke up to realize it was just another dream
I cried
I cried in realization that we will always just be a dream
I wish I have never met you
Then there will be no need to impress you
No need for loving you
No need to want you
No need for crying over you
No need for tears and pain
No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing
Cause now you're gone 
and I have to stay high all the time 
to keep you off my mind
Spend my days locked in the haze
Trying to forget you babe
But fall back down I still gotta stay high all my life
 to forget I'm missing you.

Goodbye 27

你好28
我们终于相遇了
希望你不再是个让我成长的痛
接下来的日子
还请多多关照

亲爱的27
谢谢你
为我人生抹上那么多的色彩
黑的白的灰的
个个擦不去的印迹
这沉重的行李
我扛了整整一年
最灿烂的笑容
最无声的哭泣
全都非你莫属

在我关闭这本书以前
有一个我想纪念的事
那个曾经让我爱得不分是非对错的男人
谢谢你
谢谢你造就了今天那么优秀的我
你欣赏的长发我已剪短
那些牵挂和一地不被爱的分差
全遗留在那回不去的27

迟来的祝福我收到了
谢谢你
谢谢你完整了我的27
再见了错误的爱情