Million Reasons

I got a hundred million of reasons to walk away

But babe

I just need one good one 

to stay

A song that hit me so hard

I always knew that we are never meant to be

 I always knew that you never really cared

I always knew that you were trying to have fun

I always knew that I am just happen to be useful

I always knew that you will never share the love

Yes, I understand that you are not the right one

I have a thousand reasons to walk away from you

To forget you

To give up on you

But there is always that one single reason

That kept me lingering

To stay on for so long

That one damn f*cking good reason

LOVE.

love letter

Forget his name, Forget his face

Forget his smile and his warm embrace

Forget the love that you once shared

Forget the face that you once cared

Forget the way he look at you

Forget you kiss the whole night through

Forget his teasing, gentle way

Forget you see him everyday

Forget the way he spoke your name

Forget those time through good and bad

Forget your dream that once came true

Remember, that he doesn't love you.

So yesterday

I wish you have bought me a good book
Maybe something you've done reading 
Instead of that little small clutch
Anyhow
It doesn't really matter anymore

Hopeless Love

It feel sucks to turn down you down
Really 
But what more can I do 
We are meant to be just a dream
And always will be.

바보

I still love

No matter how much it hurts

No matter if you ever loved

I hate you

More over 

I hate myself

I hate that I love you

Like a fool...

想一个人

想着 ，

念着，

想多了，

想久了，

想累了，

或许有一天，

就不会再想了。

The Involuntary

When you love sincerely
It is involuntary
I believe in LOVE
I always will...

Sick cycle

It was perfect
I wished the time stood still
When you kissed me
and I kissed you back with everything my heart could feel
It was overwhelming
I thought I would burst into tears
But there you leave again
And I woke up to realize it was just another dream
I cried
I cried in realization that we will always just be a dream
I wish I have never met you
Then there will be no need to impress you
No need for loving you
No need to want you
No need for crying over you
No need for tears and pain
No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing
Cause now you're gone 
and I have to stay high all the time 
to keep you off my mind
Spend my days locked in the haze
Trying to forget you babe
But fall back down I still gotta stay high all my life
 to forget I'm missing you.

Goodbye 27

你好28
我们终于相遇了
希望你不再是个让我成长的痛
接下来的日子
还请多多关照

亲爱的27
谢谢你
为我人生抹上那么多的色彩
黑的白的灰的
个个擦不去的印迹
这沉重的行李
我扛了整整一年
最灿烂的笑容
最无声的哭泣
全都非你莫属

在我关闭这本书以前
有一个我想纪念的事
那个曾经让我爱得不分是非对错的男人
谢谢你
谢谢你造就了今天那么优秀的我
你欣赏的长发我已剪短
那些牵挂和一地不被爱的分差
全遗留在那回不去的27

迟来的祝福我收到了
谢谢你
谢谢你完整了我的27
再见了错误的爱情

life being a designer

面对现实吧
设计师的生活是疲惫的
你可以装得很热血志气
你也可以继续笑脸迎人
每当回到一个人的房间时
你知道
你不是真正的快乐
现实
早就一直默默吞食着你每天的动力
从天真朴实到成熟干练
从热情澎湃到沉默不说
多少公升的眼泪陪伴你的夜
每天每天你计划着逃离
然而
在这无情的人海中
却有那么一个人
不费力气地牵住了你的心
你不必解说他却看见了你的努力
他明白你毫无保留付出了所有
他总是细细过目你为他熬出的每份作品
大大方方地一起讨论彼此的设计品位和互不相同
他一个微笑足于让你忘记所有的委屈
他一个问候是你唯一还直在前进的原因
当他偶然称赞你的时候
你会忘了所有的疲惫觉得辛苦是值得的
就只需要那么一个人
十分之一的那一个人
今天
我们还是设计师

Remembering...

was scrolling through my facebook feeds during the lunch break
sadly found out that a great man was gone yesterday
RIP sir
i shall never forget you
always been my favourite character in HP series

Professor Snape
Always.